Wednesday, February 8, 2012



im currently watching this one reality show and damn its awesome!


tho im not that good at singing,
its nice to actually be entertained with beautiful performances,lovely voices and most of all SINCERE AND HONEST feelings they're expressing just by singing...
other reality shows too (xfactor,American idol,so you think you can dance,etc) in terms of their contestants, theyre very amazing..  

but i dont know why im not attracted with local shows.. 
no offence..they are very talented as well..
its just that, im not touched as how im touched seeing international singers..
not all of them tho, some do get my counts (Hafiz, Salmah, Jac and others)

i support our local industry seriously, but somehow someway i want them to improve badddly
idk im not someone to judge..
its just that 
you're very talented you have the voice you own the stage but...
it just didnt hit me and i wasnt 'wowwww'struck...

some would say oh boo you, pegi la luar negara, ko nyanyi la cb try mcm mana ssh senang..
hahaha its a damn hard thing i know :p 
they can do it,so can you
they've achieved such levels, why cant you

idontknow..its like i cant sense sincereness when they're performing,
its like 'i want this sO bad but Not SOOO bad'?
idk,its like 'ive tried my best' but not really towards expressing their talents to MESMERIZE us audience , its more of like...'rate me up rate me up' up up up..'my name' my name'make it big big big' 
fame? idk really..

maybe i have this different taste? i prefer internationale?
haha i love the LOCALS too and i wish they could beat my interest of the intrnational at some point.

proof that i do have interest in the local.
here r some of my favvy performance of our local artists :) (they are a very GOOD example)

Hafiz AF7- i believe i can fly
Stacy AF6-Rela
 Izwan Pilus-love of my life 
i miss this guy so much..sedekah kan dy 'al Fatihah'

p/s: sniffs sniffs :< i want to hear him singing again


Saturday, February 4, 2012

hello You

it had been a heck of a year.wasnt it??
fer me- HELL YEAH

bye 2011 (i know like soo yesterday~)
hi 2012 ( babe its like the 2nd month of the year already?)

yeahh i know ~ that is actually to remind me of how i have been missing a lot of things by not blogging!
so im back blogging here?
 i dont know mates...
sometimes i have this feeling to blog and sometimes i dont...and when i do feel like blogging i'll end up closing the tab..leaving a draft
believe me, if you could be checking my draft box, you'll see a hell lot of drafted 'about to be posted but not posted' text.

sighs -being this undetermined and unpredictable is really making me blue like very sad..NOT

anyway- i'll try it this time to keep on blogging like how i always have long time ago :)
ohh i still have this crude grammar and vocab probs-so bear with it because i am trying my hardest to work on it..i am seriously making an effort here dude! what else would i continue blogging..

so thats all fer now! LY tc and thanks fer reading.

p/s: rawrrr


Saturday, August 27, 2011

nice Hello

 Helllo people !

uwaa its been a while :3
yeah i got some issues along the way of being in hiatus.

oh well it seems like everything's going fine right now. ;)
tho i did blog two or three things in an another blog of mine (a new one)
its kinda private, strictly prohibited to uninvited peeps (no offense)
there are just things that i would like to keep it private no matter what.

so, um why am i back -blogging here?
firstly is because im having problems with my grammar :P and writing is one way to improve it :)
why am i doing it publicly- is because i know somehow someway people will read it (kot) and the sense where someone out there is actually reading what you've wrote kinda makes you want to write it better.

yeah ive been wandering the globe via internet, and it cursed me inside to 'make an effort' to make 'other' people understand you well.
some people actually think that im a 12 y/o kid (when actually im 21) and have this crude grammar and vocabs probs...=.=

so,all these while peeps been telling me that i have this cool english side, 'foreign' accent and  more more just got messed up- i know how to do things to make it look like im good at it when actually im not- (kinda sorta) so thats me bluffing

well im no longer into it. now its the time to have a new side on the future :)
ah yess im seeing myself in a bright light


p/s: like i mentioned it indirectly- my english is still poor, i am still learning, and i am very sorry for all the grammar and vocab mistakes done (its unintentionally due to my dumbness and ignorant)<--- will try to throw this away :)

** MAKE AN EFFORT** they said :)


Sunday, January 9, 2011


it made me smile :)
i'll laff moe often fer u then ehe

i nvr knew i cud feel happiness within sadness

'u nvr knew tht ther r ppl dyin to c ur smile'
cheeeeeeer peeps


Saturday, January 8, 2011

im sorry..

i lose. u win.
now pls come back



you know i dont mean it..


Friday, January 7, 2011

gess so

Love comes
to those who still hope
even though they've been
to those who still believe
even though they've been
to those who still love
even though they've been
hurt before.