SING it

hey 


im currently watching this one reality show and damn its awesome!

THE VOICE

woot.
tho im not that good at singing,
its nice to actually be entertained with beautiful performances,lovely voices and most of all SINCERE AND HONEST feelings they're expressing just by singing...
other reality shows too (xfactor,American idol,so you think you can dance,etc) in terms of their contestants, theyre very amazing..  


but i dont know why im not attracted with local shows.. 
no offence..they are very talented as well..
its just that, im not touched as how im touched seeing international singers..
not all of them tho, some do get my counts (Hafiz, Salmah, Jac and others)


i support our local industry seriously, but somehow someway i want them to improve badddly
idk im not someone to judge..
its just that 
you're very talented you have the voice you own the stage but...
it just didnt hit me and i wasnt 'wowwww'struck...


some would say oh boo you, pegi la luar negara, ko nyanyi la cb try mcm mana ssh senang..
hahaha its a damn hard thing i know :p 
but
they can do it,so can you
they've achieved such levels, why cant you

idontknow..its like i cant sense sincereness when they're performing,
its like 'i want this sO bad but Not SOOO bad'?
idk,its like 'ive tried my best' but not really towards expressing their talents to MESMERIZE us audience , its more of like...'rate me up rate me up' up up up..'my name' my name'make it big big big' 
fame? idk really..


maybe i have this different taste? i prefer internationale?
haha i love the LOCALS too and i wish they could beat my interest of the intrnational at some point.


proof that i do have interest in the local.
here r some of my favvy performance of our local artists :) (they are a very GOOD example)

Hafiz AF7- i believe i can fly

Stacy AF6-Rela

 Izwan Pilus-love of my life 

i miss this guy so much..sedekah kan dy 'al Fatihah'

p/s: sniffs sniffs :< i want to hear him singing again

hello You

it had been a heck of a year.wasnt it??
fer me- HELL YEAH

bye 2011 (i know like soo yesterday~)
hi 2012 ( babe its like the 2nd month of the year already?)

yeahh i know ~ that is actually to remind me of how i have been missing a lot of things by not blogging!
uuhh...
so im back blogging here?
teehee
 i dont know mates...
sometimes i have this feeling to blog and sometimes i dont...and when i do feel like blogging i'll end up closing the tab..leaving a draft
believe me, if you could be checking my draft box, you'll see a hell lot of drafted 'about to be posted but not posted' text.

sighs -being this undetermined and unpredictable is really making me blue like very sad..NOT

anyway- i'll try it this time to keep on blogging like how i always have long time ago :)
ohh i still have this crude grammar and vocab probs-so bear with it because i am trying my hardest to work on it..i am seriously making an effort here dude! what else would i continue blogging..

so thats all fer now! LY tc and thanks fer reading.

p/s: rawrrr

nice Hello

 Helllo people !


uwaa its been a while :3
yeah i got some issues along the way of being in hiatus.


oh well it seems like everything's going fine right now. ;)
tho i did blog two or three things in an another blog of mine (a new one)
its kinda private, strictly prohibited to uninvited peeps (no offense)
there are just things that i would like to keep it private no matter what.


so, um why am i back -blogging here?
firstly is because im having problems with my grammar :P and writing is one way to improve it :)
why am i doing it publicly- is because i know somehow someway people will read it (kot) and the sense where someone out there is actually reading what you've wrote kinda makes you want to write it better.


yeah ive been wandering the globe via internet, and it cursed me inside to 'make an effort' to make 'other' people understand you well.
some people actually think that im a 12 y/o kid (when actually im 21) and have this crude grammar and vocabs probs...=.=


so,all these while peeps been telling me that i have this cool english side, 'foreign' accent and  more more more..you just got messed up- i know how to do things to make it look like im good at it when actually im not- (kinda sorta) so thats me bluffing


well im no longer into it. now its the time to have a new side on the future :)
ah yess im seeing myself in a bright light


lol


p/s: like i mentioned it indirectly- my english is still poor, i am still learning, and i am very sorry for all the grammar and vocab mistakes done (its unintentionally due to my dumbness and ignorant)<--- will try to throw this away :)


** MAKE AN EFFORT** they said :)

somehow

it made me smile :)
i'll laff moe often fer u then ehe

thankies
i nvr knew i cud feel happiness within sadness

'u nvr knew tht ther r ppl dyin to c ur smile'
cheeeeeeer peeps

im sorry..

i lose. u win.
now pls come back

em

you know i dont mean it..

gess so

Love comes
to those who still hope
even though they've been
disappointed,
to those who still believe
even though they've been
betrayed,
to those who still love
even though they've been
hurt before.

its 24th!

 its Xmas eve :)

lots of fireworks boomboom!

weeeee

anyway,i was kinda busy handling meeting and outing with friends this week.

since its my last week spending here at KK,peeps just wanna have fun lol.

so i rarely have the time to get myself updated with facebook and blogspot.

Anyway,it seems that ive got no date today,im pretty much rested,so i might as well update this blogie of mine :)

lol

starting from the 19th ive been continuously going out meeting friends,karaoke'ing,movies watchin and so so..

i admit that it was extremely exhausting lol but we enjoyed and its kinda strengthen our bonds and relationships.

and again-

i  have a date tomorrow with this one girlfriend of mine,she have this lots of stories here and there-and im just too too curious ya noe...... :( but um,

like suddenly  

my dad called just now and.... gess what.. 

 im not permitted to go out ANYMORE,

like i was somekind of a grounded child?? i din do anything wrong :( its just that i went out often recently.. but..really..I JUST WANT TO MEET HER,DADDY'O.

So since im soooooooo like daddy's "obedient" little daughter

ive got no choice but to agree of what he said so :(.

but that doesnt change the fact that  

i still want to meet that awesome girlfriend of mine.weeeeeee

so i invited her to come to my house instead. another weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...

so first thing tomorrow morning is cleaning the house !

lol im going to cook too! specially fer her :) 

shes having a hard time recently-

so meeting her tomorrow is kinda like a cheer up partey!

lol its not really gona be a party,its just gonna be some small gathering chit chatting things and stuffs :)

but i really wish to make her smile..just want to lighten up her day 

smile baby !

thanks reading!

p/s: wish me goodluck 4 cooking tomorrow !

agree

december ending plan! :D

 hey hi ho!

Next week is my last week hanging with you peeps here at KK.

cuz the week after next week lol..will b flyin back to Shah Alam :( 

but i'll continue blogging fer sure,its just that i'll be doing it at different place, and its kinda 'not the same'..um

anyway,since im going to be away in the next 240 hours lol, 

babes Enjoy with me!

so its 

December 2010,

19th-got plan with Nav

20th-

21th-booked 4 DaadeeDum :D

22th-got plan with FANn

23th-

24th-mom will b goin Kelantan(but im still Free on this date ^^'')

25th-i wonder if this date okey fer us to have our date jessica joseph lol

26th-

27th-mom got back from Kelantan

28th-Hello again Shah Alam

So another date is with Dee and the geng,but still not sure what date it'll be-but i'll b free on those blank dates,just pick one(or 2/more-lol-) day/s  kay Dee :)

ah,i'll be missing new year at KK again :| my sis will have to watch fireworks without me :(

huhu

oh well-im off to hv some mango yoghurt.

thanx reading!

p/s: gawsh i need to buy a lot of things before goin back :(..

luh-vin it

freakin nice

wishing u :(

this color! i want this below color the most.

thinkin of buyin a new one :| but moneyy *sigh

like Wha..t ???

Seriously,

i dont mind peeps asking me questions about WHATEVER things ive posted here n there in this bloggie of MINE.

For example,when i write something like

'That bi**h'

some might wonder and said 'is she referring to me?'..

if youre tht curious enough and wanted to make sure that IT IS NOT YOU im referring to as a bitch,you could just might as well lay some questions rather than Making your own assumption- making me look like im such a "bad guy" and youre a one betrayed friend that just got stabbed.

or some might even say ''if you dont want peeps to get offended,then dont write like one,or just make it direct to the point will ya?''  

okay read this well 

-i write whatever i want,but in the end i'll make sure myself apologize for such Shit expressions of mine.

-i dont write DIRECT to THE point THINGY-because it'll just worsened things up-where unknown ppl might puzzling the real facts and some might stalk and does gossipies around US-(names involved because of too 'direct to the point'),its BETTER enuff i confessed only to the extent of Blowing my feelings thru words and not to tell REAL stories of whats happening.

thats why if youre really that ''terasa hati atau makan hati"..and again OFFENDED in any way just because of this awesome writing of mine.BE my guest and say it properly to me,complaint it to me,ask me politely.Dont just fuckin shit behind me.

just so you know-i have this comment box below,and whenever you think my post is full of craps and shits,where somehow someway u are offended.

 Again be my guest,do write up in the comment box saying-

"hey you shouldnt be writing like this,other peeps might get offended ..:("

and i would mostly reply something like this

"oh i  apologize i really dont mean to offend you guys-its just 'the particular person' that i cant stand with.and its not you so dont worry :).btw,i'll try writing in a more nicer way,but if i dont-i'll apologize again."

or if you that soo shy person and dont want to be identified,here spam me by my mail azureenju@yahoo.com,i wont disclose any information of you.so dont worry.

like seriously every post that sounds offending,i've make sure myself to apologize.i know like this is my blog duh,i can write everything i want duh,but still i respect readers and i hope they understand me as well.So please forgive me when you do.

so yaah i just made this blog of mine into something that people should 'think twice' before reading,where they would be 'warned' before entering.great- now its like im posting adult mature-S*x content. just NICE. 

lol thnx reading~

p/s: sorry fer such posts.no offends teehee if any taken-like mentioned-do post some comments or email/ym me :) we can discuss lol! dont just assume things up kay :p

just tryin to straighten things out here :)

cream spaghetti

wah wah wah :D

last night stayed up to watch the "goguma couple" - some Korean Tv program.

and they were cooking  !!

because of that,i was pretty sure my stomach went roaring and grumbling like A LOT.

so anyway, they mentioned about 'cream spaghetti'..

right...they cooked it and it looked extremely delicious!

man..with all the cheese and seafood seasoning...

it visited my dream-FOR REAL!

i bet its tasty

rawr,so the next day ( today),im so determined in making one!

but i was lacking of many...lemme repeat,MANY ingredients and stuffs :p

lol..

trying to act like a pro( and im obviously not )

-the main thing was just to make it creeeeaamyyyy...

LOL me

so i have this mushroom cream lol,i kinda exchange it with the cheese and  i added an egg to make it look moe concentrated.Add other stuffs like tomatoes and some seasoning

~walaaaa~ 

it look more creamier than the above pic :).

tho i forgot to take a pic of that spaghetti ive already cooked :(. My bad.

it kinda looked like this

dont laugh peeps,it taasted Good....and i was content.

nyahaha so its kinda more like a 'mushroom cream spaghetti' rather than the seafood taste mentioned before.lol

thanks reading!

p/s: oh <3ing spaghetti moe~

enjoy

Nice ;)

aweins shock :0

hahaha

seriously im SHOCK!

no no- its nothing like B2ST song...lol

im just thrilled because...

i sleep a lot these days and my sis would enter my room saying 
''kau ni tidur saja''

okay i was like i dont give a damn. :p

but then,i woke up and started blogwalking...

and read something about sleeping..

gawsh...

im like :ooo....ookay....
 

isnt this just cute ;)

Banyak tidur boleh mati?

-by Ayie

it stated,

''terlalu banyak tidur sama seperti terlalu banyak makan''

 

tee hee he he... :)

i know i should do something bout this habit of mine~

oh God-this is really whats meant by 'Guidance from HIM'

so starting tomorrow,no moe sleepyhead!  

weeeeeee

p/s:glad thing i blogwalkie often ;)

oh oh oh!

uuh i would love to have this type of keyboard~ :D

idc

yeaH!

dreaming lately

*wink

Did you get in trouble a lot this year?

um  trouble..yeah i could say a lot..

small kind of trouble tho..

troubled whenever i have to re-register myself here and there for my continuance studying in accountancy

troubled whenever i got myself late going to classes-seriously its turning into a habit :(

troubled whenever i din finish up homeworks and how lecturers would ask to solve it the next day.

troubled whenever presentation always ended up side down

troubled whenever everything planned turned messed.

troubled whenever theres no buses around to pick me up for evening classes

troubled whenever i overslept.

troubled whenever i spent a lot of my time sleeping :(

troubled whenever that Spoiled brat roommate of mine din clean up her mess.

okay the big troubles

<3-troubled whenever i reminded with that one bitch

(she really thinks shes that pure and innocent- youre just another Shit with lots of negative thots hypocritical mindless showoff haters jealousmuch badstoryteller friendshipbreaker- i hate you forever)

yes im still haunted with your fawkin mouth.Gawsh i dont know why im suddenly hating again-maybe its because i know shes not changing-shes still the same,being freakin innocent !and damn, it hurts watchin her ''new'' friends gettin fawked by her words again-Exactly like what she did to our friendship before.

So screw her!

p/s bitch :if youre someway reading this-its not like i dont forgive,please dont worry-

i forgave you already,it just that,..i dont forget.So,whenever if you happens to pass me by and im someway smiling to u :) its not because ''we're sooo like bestfriendsss''..its just because i love to smile :p duh.Seriously i treasured you more than a friend before,we're like Sista! and you tossed it in the trash-bruno mars grenade.congratulation.

p/s: sorry readers :( i purposely let you guys read this,dont mind this one kay :) its not something you peeps that ''love to blogwalkie'' have to worry about-its just that Particular bitch,a friend that shouldnt try messing up friendship.okay wars no moe.

<3~troubled when the business plan we've worked on hours and hours-

din finished on time.

hhahaha gawsh that moments, it was a project for a group of five-in entrepreneur class,we held meeting twice a week and i guess thats not enough lol.The project end up getting LOSSES straight fer 3 consecutive years.How lovely.haha so we were like straightening things back there-to at least a year Profitable.

and we end up being the very last one to send in. :p

and the worst i guesS?...lol i dont know.

But it reflected very baddd on me :( because i was that so called manager of all manager.blah bla bla...

Staying positive as i could and took it as an experience that i'll never forget :)

i'll be a better well known manager in future times- i promish*

haha like real?

thanks for reading peeps :)

-no offends-